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| it's the holidays and it's passing fast. i think faster then any other. and busier then ever. going out almost everyday... waking up at 8 sleeping at close to 1. and during the day just going round doing nonsense. i havnt completed a single homework. im screwed. wtf am i doing! i really really need to change. change my whole thing. fix my life back on track and just arghh focus!
but i think truth is its so hard to change, its harder then starting from scratch and then just deciding. but i think its the change that keeps us going if not we would be stuck in like idk some old world. its even harder to leave everything, everything you gave up for, everything you thought you knew. to just walk away. i knew what i did was never right. the temptation. but no matter how much i tell myself you're not worth it after all the shitt i find myself giving in and i dont know why. whatever. its gonna be it.
im gonna miss you but i wont regret.
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| time is passing so fast i cant catch up. it's like someone has kept moving the finish line forward. tired and cant wait for the year to end. maybe it'd be better. or not. so many things happening. so much homework!!! But through it all it's all God's time so whatever happens and no matter how fast God will see me through and He knows my pace and knows how long i would take to finish the race. The next few months i know it's gonna be hard and alots gonna change but i know my God can make a way and its gonna end with a huge bang! 
i think im talking a bit of nonsense but whatever. heh.
Hooked on O.C
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| my week was quite good. weekend was awesome! stayed at sentosa before the tryathlon with yin ling and oli!! we rocked the night! and sunday went fishing!! didnt catch any.. sadly. and ironic i had fish and chips for dinner. but the rest kinda lost their love for fish after the fishing.so monday didnt do much had lao shi and she went through with me the stuff for test.
greys anatomy quote: i have gone back to this kinda thing. ha
"The truth is hard. The truth is awkward and very often the truth hurts. I mean, people think they want the truth. But do they really?"
the truth. somehow the truth is never what you thought it would be or what you hoped it would be. maybe thats why its called the TRUTH. and its whats true and holding you. and the truth only gets hard cus lying is just easy. and its weird that i keep saying and want to know the real truth but when i know it, it only makes me feel worse. but the truth is the truth its reality and life. face it.
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| so ihavnt posted in the longest time but anyways. heres an update
1) im gonna cycle 8k every sunday and tuesday and hopefully cut short my timing
2) im currently addicted to gossip girl and now yes i agree that chace crawford is freaking hot
3) im planning to watch titanic(with the influence of sam) and romeo and juliet---- leonardo decaprio is just tooo cute
4) i want to watch pink panther2, hes just not into you and the wedding game
5) im loving golf!!!!
6) im gonna learn tennis
7) im getting amused by marissas bowling games
8) adventure camp is coming sooon
9) i cant wait for sleepover at becs house
10) this tuesday is gonna be MAD!
so lifes preety much the same except that i got a hell lot more things to do now. and im still gonna keep adding more stuff to do in my list eg learn tennis, bake/sew something every month. i think im crazy but im gonna live life to the maxx! so like i said tuesdays gonna be crazy cus i got school and then drums and then chinese tuition and then im gonna go cycling and then going to bec house for SLEEPOVER!!! which is prob one of my highlights of the week besides adventure camp. this week is gonna be awesome!
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| got this from colins blog. quite cool and true so i did it and here are my results:
[b]You Are An INTP[/b]
[img]http://www.blogthingsimages.com/whatsyourpersonalitytypequiz/intp.gif[/img]
The Thinker
You are analytical and logical - and on a quest to learn everything you can.
Smart and complex, you always love a new intellectual challenge.
Your biggest pet peeve is people who slow you down with trivial chit chat.
A quiet maverick, you tend to ignore rules and authority whenever you feel like it.
In love, you are an easy person to fall for. But you're not an easy person to stay in love with.
Although you are quite flexible, you often come off as aloof or argumentative.
At work, you are both a logical and creative thinker. You are great at solving problems.
You would make an excellent mathematician, programmer, or professor.
How you see yourself: Creative, fair, and tough-minded
When other people don't get you, they see you as: arrogant, cold, and robotic
[url=http://www.blogthings.com/whatsyourpersonalitytypequiz/]What's Your Personality Type?[/url]
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